One winged AngeL 2 - AngeL's HearT

Again.....Second part of the One Winged Angel........by my brother.....


Fate and choice... and fate again..

As much as i can remember, its the first of march that i receive a letter from this girl call jennipher... a girl of mystery...

Why?

It's because i never seen her face before... but she knew me...
well... ya... we've been together before... wanna know more?

here's the story...

she first sent a message like that
"i love you.... do you love me too?
"dun ask me who am i... I'm an angel sent from god to love you..."
"just tell me you love me too, please.... i just wanna hear that"

it was a lie at first... but later i found out that she had a family problem and is very pessimist... so i gave her my care and love...

for almost everyday we would chat and talk in the net or sms...
it was a great thing to have a girl that love me...
specially when I'm still wounded....

YES,HE IS THE ANGEL AND IT IS HIS DUTY TO HEAL HUMANS....
BUT HE ALSO WANTED SOMETHING FROM HER... LOVE....
HE WANTED TO HEAL HIS OLD WOUNDS TOO... HE WANTED HIS WING BACK...
AND THIS IS HOW THE ANGEL'S DIARY STARTS....

She played with my curiousity... my mind and my heart...
one day,she went to the same place with me and followed me...
and even told me i look cute.... i look at every angle and found just too many pretty ladies... i was such a fool....
i saw her... but i never believe that it was her...
i couldn't believe that a pretty girl like her would be in love with me... she was a perfect lady.... perfect....

it was 2 weeks after the first message that she told me that
her mother is having a fight with her father and wanted to divorce...
a few days after that... she sent me another message...

"thank you for your love and care, i felt really happy..."

sounds like a suicide note....

later after that i call her for a few times and no reply...

after sometime... she sent me a message....
"sorry, i got a gastric and went into the hospital...
hope you won't be angry with me because i never reply your messages... don't worry about me, I'm fine here,just boring..."

so i reply her...
"didn't you eat your meal? told you not to eat so much snacks and junk foods... have you take your lunch today?"

"i did eat my meal... i like junk food and snacks and sweets too ...without them I'll die...well, i just ate some bad porridge... tasteless..."

i didn't realise anything... although i was worried... but i couldn't do anything....

later on... when we chat on the Internet... i was shocked again..
she told me that she wasn't having a gastric...
she committed a suicide... so that her parents would be good again...
i was really angry... i told her that she should told me first...

"IT IS AN ANGEL'S PERSONALITY TO CARE FOR PEOPLE THAT LOVE HIM...."
"AND SO THEY FELL IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER....
ALTHOUGH THE ANGELS SEES IT ONLY AS HIS DUTY....
THE GIRL WAS TOUCHED.... "

but it was fate again... it was always against me....
it was 2 days after she admitted her actions....
she told me that she is going oversea... she told me that she's leaving.... she even sent me presents....

for almost 3 months we message each other like crazy...
every night i would wanna send her a good night message...
sometimes i even sang for her... as if she is by my side....
she too sends me messages that encourages me....
she was at that time... a very nice lover...

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i knew i was still in love with her...
i met her almost everyday... and we were like lovers...
but i knew that she doesn't love me at the first place...
but i just couldn't let go of her beauty...
so i continue to be her guardian, and stay by her side...

we met everyday... and i would tell her everything that happens to me

everything....

i thought that i can treat her as my friends but it seems not...
i thought i told her that i have a girlfriend just to let her know...
but it wasn't that simple... i wanted her to be jealous...

as time goes by.... she acted to... acted like she's jealous...
but it felt so real... that i thought she have feelings on me...


YES... NO DOUBT THAT THIS IS THE GIRL THAT TOOK HIS WING....
ALTHOUGH HE COULDN'T REALLY LET GO... BUT HE TRIES....
HE THOUGHT THAT WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND THAT HE COULD GO THAT...

AT THE END OF YEAR FOUR... WHEN THEY WERE IN A CAMP TOGETHER....
SHE WAS CRYING AGAIN... AND THE ANGEL DID HIM JOB THAT TIME...
HE WIPE OFF HER TEARS... AND GAVE HER WARMTH....
BECAUSE HE KNEW HOW HARD AND PAIN IT IS TO CRY ALONE....
THAT FREEZING MORNING... HE SLEEP BESIDE HER... AND GAVE HER WARMTH...
WHEN SHE WOKE UP... HE HUG HER.... THEY WERE LIKE REAL LOVER...
BUT IT WAS JUST A MERE ILLUSION... SHE NEVER FELL FOR HIM...
SHE JUST WANTED WARMTH FROM HIM...
HE KNEW THAT BUT COULDN'T WAKE UP FROM DREAMING...

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between the one who love me and the one i love....
i have chosen the first....
but fate has played with my destiny again....
if god had sent her to love me...
then god is playing with me....
if god wasn't playing with me....
you wouldn't have hug me....

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it was a hard decision to let go of Jennipher...
she was just too far away... and it is very hard for me to be alone...
i wanted someone to hug me... i wanted someone to be by my side...
i just wanted someone whom i can find when I'm alone....
she couldn't gave me what i wanted....
and i wanted.... to try again...
i wanted to try to make her fall in love with me....
i wanted the one i loved for so many years to love me....
so i finally told Jennipher that i wanted to be just friends...

i cried.... for the uncountable times... for the 2 girls whom i wanted...


"DESTINY REMAINS DESTINY AND HERO REMAINS AS A FOOL.....
TEARS OF THE ANGELS CAN HEAL THOUSAND DISEASES....
BUT THE ANGELS' TEARS WERE MADE FROM THEIR BLOOD...."

written by
Adv3ntHu@

One winged AngeL

Just to share a great story written by my brother......Hope u all like it........

He started off as a joker.... as a master of kidding with good social skills....
until his fate turns on a young girl
A young girl with the purest heart that prays for love...

Until one day when she was hurt.... by a guy he never knew who...
then again,fate brings him to this girl and he found out the sadness within her...
without realising when or why.... the "one winged angel" went insane ...

a normal friend when she's happy....
a cape crusader when she's in danger.....
a pillow for her when she cries...
(she felt it.... the comfort and protection.... but only as a friend.....)

it was then in the year's winter... this "angel" kept thinking of this girl...
he knew it was the most deadly things for a student.... but it was unavoidable...
he wasn't aware of how deep the impact could be in the future...
he was never aware...


[Next Year]
Could it be his mistake??? Could it be only a false alarm of love???
angels' stories wouldnt end that fast,rite?? you're right..... i guess....

he was still there for her.... he was seen everytime she cried...

Later,both of them fell in the trap of stupid societies.... it was also fate... i guess...
it was an un forgetable year for the "angel".... they were playing the most happy...
doing the most loving things.... making the prettiest memory...
only thing of then is ~> they weren't lovers....

by the middle of the second year's autumn.... the "angel speaks"....
he told her his feelings..... only then... she rejected his protection....
~"how could she reject an angel's love?"~

Then, he was looking forward to forget this girl... though failing miserably...
still caring for her... being by her side during her hardship....

He tried..... he tried to love another girl... he failed.... miserably again....
hurting the poor victim's heart... though unforgiven but was forgotten later...


[Third Year]
He decided to only focus on his examination..... ~+**+~
But only god knew how he felt when he saw her with the one she liked(no~loved)
..... he was a lone journalist of life.... writing his own pain and telling the others, how fate had played him.... how he got caught up in a net but was hung only by a thread.... How sad.... How pain.... but he got over it.... and it was as though he never walk pass the year... Yes, no doubt he still cares of her... though this time....
SHE... was with another HIM.... So... he acted like her friend(again).....


[Fourth Year]

Angel can heal himself.... dun worry....


the angel led a happy-like life... like he never loved before....
but in the deepest part of his heart, he knows... that she took a wing out of him....
she took the essential of the angel...
like people said :' take the wing of the angel... and u have killed a n angel'....
she kept it and made the angel to stay by her side..... she showed off her happiness in front of him.... she made him her guardian angel.....
without realising..... that he is now an "One winged Angel".....
it's a type of angel that can't fly..... he couldn't.... she never let him....
he protected her... again... when she was hurt... again....
but now...

he protected her with his wing.... yes.... single form.... wing.....
and so couldn't protect himself.... he took the risk.... took the impact...
took all the might he had got and protected her.... he lost all of them....
lost all his might and gain only disappointment and suffer....

[...And who said that angels can heal themselves....
they can't....
They can only heal others.....
all the others......
Except themselves.....]


* "Angel" is only another word for "fool"
only fools protect others......*




written by
Adv3ntHu@